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Kei X. Griot is a writer, performer, filmmaker, musician and cofounder of multimedia duo BEYONDEEP Productions with soulmate GWS. | SUAVE Trans is the living testimony of this transgender, queer, Black, Indigenous, Japanese American artist... Documents of a lover, nomad and conjurer. Donate to support continued content.
Gender Euphoria
Soaking topless in the mineral hot tub was all this boy needed to feel refreshed 🥰… a lot of trans … More
Repost: 22 Red Flags of a Toxic Relationship
Wishing you all a fulfilling new year! It’s been a while since I blogged on here. I wrote this post … More
A Poem for Gender Rebels
This is for the softBois who unapologetically center themselves,Boys constantly questioning why,Men who invest more in accountabilityThan protecting masculinity This … More
Boundaries: Polyamory Video Series Episode 2
Polyamory Video Series: Intro
Dear Nyla (a poem)
Dear Nyla, I wish it wasn’t true I wish it wasn’t you Wish there was something more we could do … More
Published in ERATO!
I am very excited to share that an excerpt of the novel I am working on is published in ERATO, … More
Living As Nomads Abroad
The US government has issued an advisory for all Americans abroad to return or shelter in place. We are in … More
Passing As Male
It has been over four months since I stopped taking testosterone. At times I find myself hyperaware of it. It … More
So Many Changes
It has been so long since I blogged regularly. Lots has changed recently. Here’s a few updates… I stopped taking … More
Our Film Is Screening In Berlin! Help Us Get There
Get a shirt to help us meet our goal! Donate to our fundraiser! Our erotic film “Foxy Strikes Back” was … More
Children of the Earth (a poem)
One day They will tell The story of how The forest was Planted They won’t keep Telling the story Of … More
Everything In Moderation
There’s a saying I like that goes everything in moderation, including moderation. The saying reminds me not to worry too … More
So Far So Good On the New T
It has been one month since trying the new testosterone. So far, I haven’t noticed any negative emotional changes. I … More
What Happened To the Girl (a poem)
Denial is a girl in the dark Longing for the boy/ they Are hiding from the mirror / Denial is … More
First Time Trying New Testosterone & IM Injection
A little while back I was worrying about what will happen when I run out of my supply of testosterone. … More
It’s About More Than Abortion
A lot of people are talking about abortion being women’s rights and reproductive rights for people who aren’t women. Not … More
Why Is Society Complacent When Trans Women Are Murdered?
Muhlaysia Booker, was shot and killed over the weekend. She survived a brutal jumping (the attack video went viral) weeks … More
3 Simple Ways To Use Masculine Privilege For Good
Most societies in the world are patriarchal where men are given more power. It’s a fact that manifests itself in … More
Teenage Sexual Trauma
Trigger warning: sexual assault | A little while ago, I realized someone from my past was following me on social … More
Different Types of Testosterone
In my last post I mentioned the half life of the testosterone I take is 8 days. And a few … More
Testosterone & Mood Stability
It’s kinda hard to believe I’ve given myself 70 shots. Before almost every shot I still have a nervous hesitation. … More
Polyamory
Our culture promotes the idea that everyone should find one person who is “the one.” The one to marry and … More
I Love My Titties
My story doesn’t look like the typical narrative in the mainstream for people transitioning. I don’t need surgery. I was … More
Resolution
My partner encouraged me to go into the pharmacy and bring my testosterone. We went together and after three failed … More
Decision Time
We will max out our Colombian tourist visas come June. So we have to head out to another country unless … More
We submitted to Tiny Desk Contest!!
We’ve been making music together for a long time, but we haven’t always shared it with the world. Over the … More
“Land Is Free” (a music video)
Every border is a lie!! I wrote this February 28th, inspired by our experience living abroad and reflecting on the … More
Trouble Sleeping (a poem)
A night like now/ buzzing with energy Sleepless at half past three Dogs howling/ roosters calling Wind blowing the sea … More
Writing My Book
I don’t know how much I should say about my book in progress… Technically it’s not a full manuscript yet. … More
22 Red Flags of A Toxic Relationship
It isn’t always as simple to recognize abuse that isn’t physical violence. Here is a list of behaviors and traits … More
Two Guitar Freestyles (Videos)
Playing guitar truly soothes my soul! I was able to have this guitar for 59.000 Colombian pesos ($20) while in … More
1 Year On Testosterone & Transition Timeline
Success in transitioning isn’t measured by the notion of passing. It is measured in peace of mind. It has been … More
Buying Medicine Abroad
Will I have enough pills to last me? Should I pack my entire supply in carry-on? If I run out, … More
“Frankie & Alice” A Movie Depicting Dissociative Identity Disorder
Produced by and starring Halle Berry, “Frankie & Alice” gives a glimpse into what it’s like to suffer from Dissociative … More
Always On the Go!
Counting my blessings after another day. Mindful gratitude, being thankful for all that is and is yet to come, has … More
Brother Ma’am
People see me based off who they want me to be. What I mean is someone might look at me … More
Airport TSA Experience as a Non-Binary Trans Person
“Are you a man or woman?” The TSA agent asked me with a puzzled look. My scan showed the groin … More
Pride Song Acoustic Guitar Freestyle (Video)
I freestyled this song earlier in June and am happy to share it with everyone before pride month is over! … More
“Control” (a Poem)
I take a dose Twice a day In a world Where I’m scared Someone would Take my life away I … More
If I Knew Then & Good News!
When I didn’t understand my identity and felt nothing but angst and shame I never thought I would be marching … More
An Ancestor Has Transitioned
I mean to the afterlife. She was my favorite great aunt of all. When I reflect on her times with … More
“Love Everyday” Guitar Freestyle Video
Lyrics: Wouldn’t it be great If we could all love everyday All our problems gone away World so full of … More
“What’s the Secret?” Guitar Freestyle Video
Having fun with an acoustic freestyle. This was actually a week ago, on Mother’s Day. It was a good day … More
Link to Dr. Perry’s “The Impact of Narcissistic Parents”
https://wp.me/p7bq2c-7y5 This blog post helped me so much to read. Make It Ultra Psychology’s Dr. Perry writes with precision on … More
The Crack Epidemic Never Ended
The 80s and 90s is often portrayed as the height of the crack epidemic. But the epidemic never ended. I … More
“Dirty Computer” Janelle Monáe’s Emotion Picture
After watching this 49 minute film on Youtube, I’m a fan. I wasn’t a fan before this album. What rubbed … More
Janelle Monáe “Came Out” But Kodie Shane Never Needed To
In case you missed it, amidst World and American Pop News…thinking of The Waffle House multiple shooting, the Amazonian grandmother … More
Binary Public Bathrooms
I usually still go to the Women’s room if there is only the two options. Yesterday, the Women’s room was … More
Writing My Novel & Meeting My Soulmate
I outlined what I have written plus the rest of Part One. And I’ve started in on writing again. The … More
Ibeyi Live in Concert!
Twins Lisa-Kaindé Diaz and Naomi Diaz, aka Ibeyi, rocked a concert last night! And I had the amazing experience of … More
Chill Days
Just a little documentation of a nice time, taking a walk in nature. Grateful for good days! Peace, Kei ©2018 … More
Healing Doesn’t Mean Feeling Better
Not right away at least. Ever heard the phrase, “going through it…”? Well in order to get through it, you … More
Watching “Venus Boyz” Again
The first time I saw this documentary film by Gabriel Baur was around 2008 on the LOGO network I think. … More
3 Months on T
Here is a list of changes I have noticed: The first change I noticed was in my skin, it is … More
Writing My Sci-Fi Manuscript
I’m holding myself accountable to it. My goal is to finish the manuscript I began writing in 2015 by the … More
Spread the Peace! a Music Freestyle Video
Here is a video of my soulmate and me doing an acoustic freestyle in nature: https://youtu.be/GWl-oivrD2g (or click the photo … More
Freeway Pedestrian: a Scene of Collective Trauma
Content warning: Suicide | We saw a young looking individual standing in the middle lane with his back to oncoming … More
Compassion & Coping Cards
My therapist is helping me using the CBT mode: Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. I went in with an open mind and … More
Rereading “The Red Tent”
I first read Anita Diamant’s The Red Tent, ten years ago. I rushed through the book within a week, living … More
Call Me Kei
It happened at the clinic again. This time I was waiting to meet with my new medical social worker for … More
Pretty Boy Realness
One day as a kid, I remember hearing the term “pretty boy” used. It was part compliment directed to the … More
Let’s Talk About Sex
We went to a performance Monday night after my therapy appointment. We had a lot of fun and it was … More
Cannabis: the Benefits vs the Stigma
“And what about the marijuana?” she asks, glancing from the computer screen where she takes notes on my mental health. … More
Trying to Make Things Right
When first starting hormone therapy, I wasn’t met with the reaction I idealized in my mind for all the years … More
The Awkward Moment That Never Came
Picture this: two dudes with the same car chumming it up over their beloved vehicles while pumping gas. Only one … More
Liebster Award Questions pt 2
Thank you to Brixton Jaxx at Building Brix blog for the nomination and Nathan at Self-Made Originality for the second … More
SUAVE Trans Nominated for a Liebster Award
Thank you to Brixton Jaxx at Building Brix blog for the nomination and Nathan at Self-Made Originality for the second … More
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